Just Perengana
I had the
opportunity to make a long journey, traveling many roads and visiting some
places that transmitted different vibrations that I will resume in my purposes
for this period. I have realized that we must enjoy life and be closer to the
people we love. However, this impulse has also confronted me to perceive that
not everything is as one paints it. I see around me many people who do not
share the same principles, I do not know why, live attached to their own
interests and care, above all, their own person, sickly involved in a process that generates coldness which is felt, breathed, perceived, without
allowing the beautiful harmonious feeling of reciprocity and affection that
sometimes does not flow in due measure.
I want to
confess that I am addicted to certain computer games. It's something that since
I was a child, I was captivated and I could not overcome it. Now I'm stung with
a James Bond that is out of series, I'm on a difficult level because I have to
knock down a helicopter that kills me later, and I think I'm going to have to
rest from the game because last night, I had nightmares of persecution, Strange
ship wanted to kill me. The truth is that I have always had a strong paranoia.
At school, on the date of the commemoration of the Holocaust, I remember being
presented with a photograph of a tank removing hundreds of corpses, and I could
not fall asleep for a whole week until I was able to tell my mother what was
affecting me so much. I do not remember very well what my mother answered; I
think it had to do with our status as Jews and the fact that the families of my
grandparents in Europe had been murdered by the Nazis. Since then, I have some
or many paranoid symptoms. Every time the liberation of Auschwitz is
commemorated, the whole issue of anti-Semitism again resounds to me and I have
asked a friend from Madrid if she perceives that living in Europe, if she
remembers that I am a Jew, she has textually answered me. Marked Spanish
accent): "Hey, my girl, what's the question now? Of course I know you're
Jewish, with those surnames and that face, you should not have told me that you
are. “I breathed deeply and said, "What a relief", my Spanish friend,
Catholic, philosopher, specialist in Islam and Arabic languages, continues to
write me with the same affection.
"I do
not like the word tolerance, but I cannot find a better one. Tolerance implies
a gratuitous assumption of the inferiority of other faiths to one”.
Mahatma
Gandhi
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